*Sigh*

Ladies and Gentlemen this is Alexandre Despatie

He is a Canadian diver and my little crush *le sigh*
He is just gorgeous and to top it off...I think (and I am not the only one) that he reminds me of the love of my life!

Anyways I am blogging about him because the Commenwealth Games is on this week and diving starts on Wednesday in Melbourne, Australia. I am pumped I think diving is amazing to watch.

Ps.
He looks fantastic in a speedo!

Changes

Yesterday I had lunch with Andrew and I had a great time. We have both grown up so much and it makes my day that we can sit down and have a civil lunch together. I don't know if you read blogs Andrew but thanks for the company and conversation. I have changed so much in the past couple years whether people choose to believe so or not. I have matured and come to realize that some people are actually wonderful people who deserve my respect and others are two-faced and deserve none of my time and I am sad for those people that they cannot let go of issues from the past. Some people will not accept that I am not the same person I was when I was 16. I am my own person who can make her own decisions. I am not automatically going to dislike or like someone just because those around me don't. If you still choose not to like me then that is your loss. My wonderful friends, family and boyfriend have all opened my eyes to many things and I thank you for that and that you are there for me.

Spammers

This folks is my little sister Samantha (for those of you who didn't know)
She is the typical little sister...annoying at times but a super person none the less...and this blog is dedicated to her.

Spammers,

I know that you have had rough day but just remember that there are people who love you regardless of how many times you fight with them, what you look like, what you do or where you go. I am one of those people.
You are such an incredible person and it hurts me to see you upset. I am not going to go into the details of why you are upset on here but just remember that you have to go through a lot of frogs...to find that one special prince who you get to share you happiness with. Trust me ... I have had my share of frogs. (For those of you reading who are not my sister this isn't meant to be a dig at ANYONE!)
I am so lucky to have you as a little sister.
You are caring, you laugh at all my joke (regardless of how dumb they are), you are beautiful, you are wonderful person and you are a friend for life. I don't ever want you to let anyone make you think that you are any less of a person then you are. If there is ever a time that you doubt any of what I have written here then I want you to come see me and I will remind you just what an amazing person you are.
I know that as we grow up the fights will decrease and we will be there for each other (Think Mom and Auntie Shirley) and I just want to to remember that I love you ALWAYS...GOT IT!

Just be here already...

Frick could August and September be further away?
I cannot wait for Ian to move here, I know that we will both be super busy with school and commitments but some how just knowing that he will be in the same city as me makes my day.
I cannot wait to be able to see him when I am upset and to be able to be there for him in person for any of his struggles.
It just sucks so bad to only be able to see him once a month (if that) and everytime I drive him to the bus depot it hurts that much more.
I think that September should be here NOW!

Who Knew?

So you know how little things can make your day...I had a couple of those today.

Firstly:
Bethany sent me a lovely email which made me feel tons better about StairScare 2006. Thanks Beth

Secondly:
I was walking home today and as I was walking I ran into Brandon, who is Samantha's boyfriend, and one of his friends. I said my "Hello's" and kept on walking. When Brandon got home he called my sister and told her a story that she thought was funny and then she passed the phone to me and Brandon proceeded to tell me this story:

As I walked up behind them Brandon's friend kept turning around and told Brandon that there was a hot girl behind them and that he thought that she was their age (They are 15). He kept going on and on and when I got closer, Brandon realized that it was me...he said "Hello" and his friend got all embarrassed and said "Crap...you know her"

I don't get called "Hot" or even "Good Looking" very often by people who are not Ian so it was a huge ego boost and made my day...Yep folks I may be old but I still got it :P

Snow Day

I took this picture today as I was walking home from my bus stop today. I can't believe how much snow has fallen. It is hard to tell from that angle but the snow was almost up to the top of my boots. I love how everything looks when it is full of snow...I just hate how wet everything gets when it melts.

On a side note.

I miss my boyfriend...tons!

He's my knight in shining armour